Kathryn Townsends' gorgeous paintings...

http://kathryntownsend.blogspot.com/
This video of Kristen Bell on The Ellen Show talking about her birthday gift. I absolutely love her now! What show/movie is she in, because now I must catch up on Kristen... ;)
Also obsessing about living the jet-set lifestyle of an Interior Designer (in-training... so probably not quite as glamorous...). Except that I haven't actually applied for the job. And it's Full Time, which doesn't really seem to fit in with my (thoughts of my) role as wife & momma. And knowledge of AutoCadd is required. I don't know AutoCadd (YET, but really I could learn it and very quickly, right?). I pulled together my resume and I have come to a complete stop. I'm scared, and for no reason because SERIOUSLY in a town that has a college with an interior design program, I have very small chances of getting this job. It's more deep than that -- I'm scared because I'd be leaving behind a part of my personal values. I think I should stay home, for Josie. I want to walk her to school, I want to pick her up from school, I want to take her to gymnastics, I want her to be able to have a friend over to play after school. I don't want her to have to go to daycare or someone else's house for the rest of the day. And, the age-old question, What do you do with a tween during the summer while you're at work??? And, since I'm asking questions, riddle me this: Am I really Work-at-Home material??? I miss interacting with others. I miss getting out of the house. I miss doing a good job and helping people achieve their goals. I have had a vision of a Co-op Design House, where freelance designers of all kinds -- graphic, photography, interior, architectural, web, whatever -- come to work and hang out and interact and inspire each other. It could be a pipe dream, or I could be onto something. I am half-hearted-ly graphic designing here at the house, and something's missing.
I'm going to hop in the shower now that I've got 15 minutes left before I go have lunch with Josie at school. I might actually wear Jeans today (gasp!) ;)
til next time,
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